英雄之心的平等温度
“一颗同样英勇的赤子之心”
——先锋集团创始人兼前首席执行官约翰·C·博格尔在 2003 年 CVI 领导力奖颁奖仪式上的致辞
费城心血管研究所
宾夕法尼亚州费城
2003 年 6 月 7 日
今晚能与诸位欢聚一堂,我深感荣幸与喜悦。面对一个使命为“通过研究与教育推进心血管医学科学与实践”的基金会所颁发的领导力奖,我又怎能拒绝这份邀请?这并非因为我堪称天生的领袖——对此我深表怀疑——而是因为我或许正是这一使命在美国最生动的受益者典范。
“One Equal Temper of Heroic Hearts” Remarks By John C. Bogle, Founder and Former CEO The Vanguard Group on receiving the 2003 CVI Leadership Award The Cardiovascular Institute of Philadelphia Philadelphia, PA June 7, 2003 I’m delighted and honored to be with you this evening. How could I possibly turn down an invitation to receive an award for leadership from a foundation whose mission is “to advance the science and practice of cardiovascular medicine through research and education”? Not because I am a model of the natural leader—that I doubt very much—but because I may well be America’s best example of a beneficiary of that very mission.
我不知道能否找到合适的语言——甚至说,连想法都难以捕捉——来描述这种感觉:怎么说呢,宛若重生——和家人在一起,拼命工作,不仅仅过着正常的生活,而是超级正常的生活,而这一切都伴随着别人那颗心脏在我胸腔里有规律地跳动,像钟表一样准确。确实,多亏了罗辛顿·莫里斯医生的外科技术,那里几乎看不到疤痕,有时候我甚至怀疑,整个换心经历是不是只是一场美好的梦。
I’m not sure I can find the words—indeed, even the thoughts—to describe how it feels to be, well, born again—home with my family, hard at work, living not just a normal life but a super-normal life, all with someone else’s heart throbbing away, just like clockwork, in my chest. Indeed, thanks to the surgical skill of Dr. Rohinton Morris, there’s almost no sign of a scar there, and sometimes I wonder if my whole transplant experience wasn’t just a wonderful dream.
但这必须是真实的。为什么?因为我实在无法想象,还有任何其他 74 岁的老人——堪称古董——能拥有这样的精力、耐力、热情、思维敏捷度(虽然偶尔也会“老糊涂”一两回),既能追求我的使命——不仅要改革共同基金行业,还要改革美国企业界——我们不妨志存高远!——又能旅行、演讲、驾驶我那艘 15 英尺的小帆船、偶尔爬爬(小)山,甚至还能打壁球。(好吧,只是双打。但我们赢了!)
But it must be real. Why? Because it is simply inconceivable to me that any other 74-year-old man—a veritable antique—could possibly have the energy, the stamina, the enthusiasm, the mental agility (albeit not without a “senior moment” or two) both to pursue my mission to reform not only the mutual fund industry and corporate America as well—we might as well think big!—and to travel, to lecture, to sail my little 15-foot boat, to climb an occasional (small) mountain, and even to play squash. (Okay, so it’s only doubles. But we win!)
这一切之所以成为可能,离不开你们使命所催生出的心血管医学领域令人惊叹的进步,以及人们所能想象到的最优质的医疗护理。苏珊·布罗泽纳医生——我最重要的守护天使,先是在哈内曼医院,后来又在宾夕法尼亚大学医院——她身边围绕着一群出色的心脏病专家、体贴的护士、技术精湛的技师,还有,没错,一丝不苟的勤务人员。他们让我那 128 天靠不间断静脉用药(感谢那根 PIC 导管!)等待一颗新心脏的日子,至少在现在看来,仿佛只是转眼一瞬。
None of this would have been possible without the truly remarkable advances in cardiovascular medicine that result from your mission, as well as the finest medical care one can imagine. Dr. Susan Brozena, my chief guardian angel—first at Hahnemann Hospital and then at Hospital of the University of Pennsylvania—was surrounded by a marvelous cadre of skilled cardiologists, caring nurses, able technicians, and yes, fastidious housekeepers, who made my 128-day wait for a new heart—on round-the-clock intravenous medicine (bless the PIC line!)—seem, at least in retrospect, like a mere moment in time.
但我的感激之情不能止步于此。早在 1960 年,我才 31 岁时就经历了第一次心脏病发作,在接下来的 35 年里(!),约瑟夫·B·范德维尔医生、伯纳德·洛恩医生、彼得·科威医生、罗曼·迪桑克蒂斯医生和弗兰克·马库斯医生——个个都是杰出的心脏病专家——确保我能活到那个伟大日子的到来,而我从未怀疑过它终会来临。那天是 1996 年 2 月 21 日,奇迹般地,我的第二次生命由此开启。
But I can’t stop there with my appreciation. I had my first heart attack way back in 1960, when I was just 31 years of age, and for the next 35 years (!) Drs. Joseph B. VanderVeer, Bernard Lown, Peter Kowey, Roman DiSanctis, and Frank Marcus—remarkable cardiologists all—made sure that I could hang on to life until the great day arrived, as I never doubted it would. It came on February 21, 1996, when, miraculously, my second chance at life began.
那么我该如何看待这一切?除了对与家人多享的这些岁月感到欣喜,对捐肝者及其家人的感激难以想象,对众多守护天使的感谢无以言表,我正竭尽全力充分利用生命中被赋予的这些奇妙额外时光。但我找不到自己的语言来表达心中的感受。因此,我将引用丁尼生《尤利西斯》中的几句诗来收尾——这首诗描述了那位伟大战士在漫长漂泊后归乡的心境。此刻我站在你们面前,这几行略微改动的诗句,如此精准地契合了我的态度,简直令人惊讶:我不能停歇旅程:我要痛饮生命之浆;无论与爱我之人,还是独自在岸上,我都曾尽享欢愉,饱经风霜。
So what am I to think about all this? Other than delight with these extra years with my family, gratitude beyond imagination to my donor and his family, and appreciation beyond measure to my scores of guardian angels, I’m trying to make the very most of these marvelous extra years that have been added to my life. But I can’t find words of my own to do justice to what I feel. So I’ll close by citing a few lines from Tennyson’s “Ulysses,” describing how that great warrior felt when he returned home from his long odyssey. As I stand before you tonight, these words, ever so slightly edited, describe my attitude so well that it’s almost spooky: I cannot rest from travel: I will drink Life to the lees: All times I have enojoy’d Greatly, have suffer’d greatly, both with those That loved me, and alone, on shore.
我已然变成一个名字:永远怀着一颗饥渴的心游荡,见过的见闻何其多——人类的城池、习俗、气候、议会、政府,而我自身亦非等闲,受他们所有人的敬重;与同辈共饮鏖战的欢愉。我已成为我所遇一切的一部分。
I am become a name; For always roaming with a hungry heart Much have I seen and known; cities of men And manners, climates, councils, governments, Myself not least, but honour’d of them all; And drunk delight of battle with my peers. I am part of all that I have met.
多么乏味啊,停下脚步,画上句点,像未经打磨的锈铁般沉寂,而非在运用中熠熠生辉!仿佛呼吸即是生命!生命叠加生命仍嫌太少,而我,这第二条生命,尚有多少余程无人知晓:但每一小时都从永恒的死寂中多抢回一分,那是带来新事物的使者;而这灰色的灵魂,渴望追随知识,如同一颗沉落的星辰,超越人类思想的最远边界。所以来吧,我的朋友们,此刻寻求一个新世界还为时不晚。推开船,坐稳了,劈开那轰鸣的波浪;因为我的目标坚定不移——驶过那落日,直到我死去。
How dull it is to pause, to make an end, To rust unburnish’d, not to shine in use! As tho’ to breathe were life! Life piled on life Were all too little, and of my second life Who knows how much remains: But every hour is saved From that eternal silence, something more, A bringer of new things; And this gray spirit yearning in desire To follow knowledge like a sinking star, Beyond the utmost bound of human thought. So come, my friends Tis not too late to seek a newer world. Push off, and sitting well in order smite The sounding furrows; for my purpose holds To sail beyond the sunset, ‘til I die.
虽然老之已至,我们仍有可追;
如今重拾那昔日翻动天地、撼动九霄的壮勇;
我们是什么,我们就是什么;
一颗颗英雄的衷心,同样炽烈,
被岁月与命运重新淬炼,意志依然刚强——
去奋斗,去追寻,去发现,也绝不屈服。
愿上帝保佑诸位。谢谢。晚安!
Tho’ much is taken, much abides; but now Restored to that good strength which in old days Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are; One equal temper of heroic hearts, Renewed by time and fate, still strong in will To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield. 1 Good bless you all. Thank you. And good night!
《尤利西斯》中经过修改的部分已用斜体标出。
The changes to “Ulysses” are italized.
注:本次演讲中所表达的观点,未必代表先锋集团现任管理层的看法。
Note: The opinions expressed in this speech do not necessarily represent the views of Vanguard’s present management.