致敬伯纳德·洛恩医生
献给伯纳德·洛恩医学博士
约翰·C·博格尔
马萨诸塞州波士顿
2008 年 9 月 13 日
我无法一一讲完伯纳德·洛恩那本发人深省的新书《生存处方》中的诸多亮点。但其中有一个主题,启发了我今晚这段简短致辞。在书中,伯纳德引用了莎士比亚《亨利四世(上篇)》中我最喜欢的一段台词。格伦道尔夸口说:“我能从深邃的海底召唤出精灵。” 霍茨波答道:“我也能,任何人都能。可你把它们召唤出来,它们会来吗?”
A Tribute to Bernard Lown, M.D. by John C. Bogle Boston, Massachusetts September 13, 2008 It would be impossible for me to cover the many highlights I found in Bernard Lown’s inspiring new book, Prescription for Survival. But one theme inspires my brief remarks this evening. In his book, Bernard cites one of my favorite passages from Shakespeare’s Henry IV, Part I. There Glendower boasts, “I can summon spirits from the vasty deep.” To which Hotspur replies, “Why so can I, or so can any man. But when you summon them, will they come?”
通过霍茨波,这位吟游诗人点出了一个道理:虽然我们很多人都有胆量去召唤神灵,但只有极少数人拥有让神灵现身的本事。当然,伯纳德·洛恩正是这极少数人中的一位。他向全世界的神灵发出召唤——我们不妨称之为全球公民的公众舆论——共同向核疯狂宣战,而神灵们也响应了召唤。而我们的获奖者,与任何在世之人相比都不遑多让,让这个世界变得美好了一点点。
Through Hotspur, the Bard is making the point that while many of us have the audacity to summon the spirits, precious few of us have the power to make them come. Bernard Lown, of course, is among that precious few. He has summoned the spirits of the world—let’s call them the public opinion of the citizens of the globe—to take arms against nuclear madness, and the spirits came. And our honoree, as much as any human being, has made our world a little better.
不过,你们当然都知道这些以人类之名取得的非凡宏观成就,在这个美妙的夜晚你们还会听到很多相关故事。但作为洛恩医生二十年的老病号,我想说说他的微观成就:召唤病人的精神,并让它们真正振作起来。凭借他强大的个性和卓越的智慧,洛恩医生丰富并延长了无数病人的生命——成千上万个渴望关怀的人,寻求解决他们复杂心脏问题的方案,他们寻找的不仅是安慰,更是过上充实、富有成效、令人满足、有所贡献的生活的机会。
But of course you all know the story of these remarkable macro-accomplishments in the name of mankind, and you’ll hear much about them on this fantastic evening. But as a two-decade patient of Dr. Lown, I’d like to speak of his micro-accomplishments: summoning the spirits of his patients and making them come. By dint of his powerful character and brilliant mind, Dr. Lown has enriched and increased the lives of countless patients—thousands of human beings hungry for care, seeking solutions to their complex heart malfunctions, searching not only for reassurance, but for a chance to live full, productive, satisfying, contributing lives.
我有幸跻身于这些病人之列。1960 年,我刚满 31 岁,便遭遇了第一次心脏病发作。费城和克利夫兰的心脏病专家都对此困惑不解——1967 年,一个早期起搏器被植入了我脆弱的心脏。手术本身是成功的,但实际上病人差点没命。更糟的是,它并未缓解我的症状,甚至可能让情况变得更糟。医生告诉我,这种当时尚不为人知的疾病很严重,我的预期寿命有限,而且实际上我再也不应该工作了。
I am privileged to number myself among those patients. In 1960, when I was barely thirty-one years old, I suffered my first heart attack. It puzzled cardiologists in Philadelphia and in Cleveland, where in 1967 one of the early pacemakers was implanted into my fragile heart. The operation was a success, but in fact the patient almost died. Worse, it didn’t relieve my symptoms, perhaps even made them worse. I was told that the then unknown disease was serious, that my life expectancy was limited, and that I should actually never work again.
我可不是那种会接受这种建议的人。于是,我决定在全美寻找最好的心脏病专家。反复出现的名字,当然是洛恩医生。他接手了我的病例,开启了一段长达 20 年的医患关系。这段关系救了我的命,在我患上一种神秘心脏病、生活如履薄冰时,为我搭起了一座桥。多年后,他写信给我说:"当初那个可怕的早期预后,忽略了那个无法定义的人类精神——它能强有力地让天平向生命一端倾斜。"借用《悲惨世界》里的一句歌词:贝尔纳·洛恩不仅"在绝望时给了我希望,还给了我力量继续前行"。
I’m not one to accept such advice. So I decided to search for the best cardiologist in America. The name that kept coming up was, of course, Dr. Lown. He took on my case, beginning a 20-year doctor-patient relationship that saved my life, and gave me a bridge over the troubled waters of a mysterious heart disease. As he would write to me years later, “that dire early prognosis left out of the calculus the indefinable human spirit that can powerfully tilt the balance toward life.” In the words from a song in Les Miserable, Bernard Lown not only “gave me hope when gone, he gave me strength to carry on.”
在随后的二十年里,我十数次前往布列根医院,在他那著名的巡诊中,他(如果你愿意这么说的话)频繁地给我做检查。相信我,感到被震慑的不仅是那些跟随他的住院医生和研究员。他的病人也一样!但我也备受鼓舞,并深信不疑,他站在我病床边的那一刻,全都给予了我全神贯注的关怀——是的,还有关爱。我应该补充一点,令人悲伤的是,我的四个女儿之一,南希,遗传了我的基因疾病。洛恩医生也帮助她走过了艰难的道路,她与我有同感,也许甚至更加深切。
Over the following two decades, I made a score of extended visits to Brigham Hospital where he frequently inspected me (if you will) on his legendary rounds. Believe me, it was not only the residents and fellows who accompanied him who were intimidated. So were his patients! But I was also inspired and utterly confident that I had his rapt attention and concern— yes, and love—every moment that he stood by my bedside. I should add that sadly one of my four daughters, Nancy, inherited my genetic malady. Dr Lown also helped her along the difficult road, and she shares my feelings about him, perhaps even more fervently.
在布莱根医院,我忍受了当时创纪录的 50 次应激测试,评估他用来缓解我频繁发作的室性心动过速的各种实验性药物疗法的效果。这些发作之间穿插着大约十几次纤维性颤动,以及五六次心脏骤停。有些通过心肺复苏解决了;有些则通过 Lown 医生多年前发明的除颤器上的电极板处理;还有一次是我的壁球对手直接在我胸口上猛捶了几下。(这总比什么都不做要强!)
At Brigham I endured a then-record 50 stress tests, evaluating the effectiveness of the various experimental drug therapies with which he tried to alleviate my frequent bouts of ventricular tachycardia. These attacks were punctuated by perhaps a dozen fibrillations, and a half-dozen or so cardiac arrests. Some were resolved by CPR; some by the electrified paddles administered by the very cardioverter that Dr. Lown invented all those years earlier; and one when my squash opponent simply hammered on my chest. (It beats doing nothing!)
我活了下来。我活了下来!但到 1995 年初,我的心脏有一半已经停止搏动。是时候接受心脏移植了,1996 年 2 月 21 日,我在费城完成了手术。如今,我已经多享受了 12 年半的生命,在这段岁月里,我写了六本书,这些书越来越聚焦于挑战美国社会,呼吁它重新回归对传统价值观的专注。尤其重要的是,我们那糟糕透顶的金融体系早就该改变做派了,应该把服务客户放在第一位,把自身利益摆在第二位。事实证明,这个要求实在太高了,但我希望我即将出版的新书,书名叫《够了》(Enough.),能在我们这个“多多益善”的社会里带来一些改变。
I lived. I lived! But by early 1995, half of my heart had stopped pumping. It was time for a heart transplant, which I received in Philadelphia on February 21, 1996. I’ve now enjoyed 12 ½ extra years of life, years during which I’ve written six more books, books that have increasingly focused on challenging American society to return to a focus on our traditional values. In particular, it’s high time for our egregious financial system to change its ways, to serve its clients first and itself only second. It’s proven to be a lot to ask, but I hope my forthcoming book, entitled Enough., will make a difference in our “more” society.
今晚我站在这里,向各位报告,在与我漫长的心肌病抗争中,劳恩医生所给予的那一整套——关爱、疗愈、照料、专注、共情与专业技能——是无可比拟的,它让我得以继续前行。各位中有谁能想象,一个六十年前首次经历充血性心力衰竭的人,倘若天意允许,竟即将步入人生的第九个十年?
So here I am tonight, to report to you that the package of love, healing, care, intensity, focus, empathy and professional skill provided by Dr. Lown was without parallel in my long struggle with cardiomyopathy, and enabled me to press on with my life. Could any of you even imagine that a man who first experienced congestive heart failure six decades ago would, God willing, soon begin the ninth decade of his life?
如果这只是我一个人的情况,那我的故事根本不值得一说。但南希和我只是缩影,代表着那些被洛恩医生——一个接一个——赋予额外生命契机的每一位患者。我毫不怀疑,他治愈每个人的医术,与他在宏观层面上的使命——没错,他的战斗——同样重要,这场战斗是为了将世界从核疯狂中拯救出来,而他作为一位心怀世界的公民,凭借其非凡的能力,召唤来了那些力量,并且让它们真的来到!
Were my case unique, my story would hardly be worth the telling. But Nancy and I are microcosms representing all those individual patients to whom Dr. Lown has given—one at a time—an extra lease on life. I have no doubt that his art of healing each of these human beings is every bit as important as the macrocosm of his mission—yes, his battle—fought to save the world from nuclear madness, driven by his remarkable ability, as a concerned citizen of the world, to summon those spirits. And make them come!
为纪念我们今晚致敬的这位伟大的人道主义者和心脏病专家,我想大胆地从莎士比亚跳到披头士,借用我最喜欢的披头士歌曲来结尾。如果你把“嘿,裘德”想象成“伯纳德”,就能明白我的意思。我已说服大西洋交响乐团(他们今晚用美妙的音乐为庆典增色)的单簧管手卢开云为我伴奏。开始吧:伯纳德,你做得真好,把一首悲伤的歌变美好了,你记得让世界走进你的心里,然后你开始……让它变得更好。
To pay tribute to the great humanitarian and cardiologist whom we honor this evening, I close with a daring leap from Shakespeare to the Beatles, paraphrasing the words of my favorite Beatles’ song. If you’ll think “Bern-ard” rather than “Hey, Jude,” you’ll get the picture. I’ve talked Kai-Yun Lu, clarinetist with the Atlantic Symphony Orchestra (which graces us with their beautiful music at tonight’s celebration), into giving me some musical support. Here we go: Bern-ard, you’ve made it good You took a sad song and made it better You remembered to let the world get under your skin Then you began . . . to make it better.
更好,更好,更好,更好,更好,哦,呐,呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐呐,伯—纳德。
Better, better, better, better, better, oh Na, na na na na na Na na na na, Ber-nard.
现在,请大家和我一起唱起来……
Now, please, all join me in the chorus. . .
然后你开始……让它变得更好。
Then you began. . . to make it better.
更好,更好,更好,更好,更好,哦,呐,呐呐呐呐呐,呐呐呐呐,伯——纳德。
Better, better, better, better, better, oh Na, na na na na na Na na na na, Ber-nard.
为了这个世界,也为了你的患者,伯纳德·洛恩,你让我们变得更好。我们感谢你。
For the world and for your patients, Bernard Lown, you made us better. We thank you.